One of the singles off of Modern Guilt
, "Youthless" is a mysterious mix of grooves and weariness, of nostalgia and new, of Danger Mouse and Beck.
While I was reading some reviews of Modern Guilt
, I couldn't help but notice that the reviewers were all a bit baffled by "Youthless." Some compared it to Guero
with its video game beats, others said it sounded like Midnite Vultures
without the soulful vocals, one compared it to The Information
. In the end, I find all these comparisons a bit lazy, but indicative of the typical Beck style the song leans up against.
The music of the song is led mostly by Danger Mouse's skittery beats and Matt Mahaffey's chugging bass. Beck, instead of matching the sharp funkiness of the rhythm, wearily sings about weariness. Beck's electric guitar and a couple of keyboardists add some flavor. (A cellist is credited, but my ear can't really pick it out.)
Lyrically, "Youthless" is one of Beck's more metaphor-packed songs. The two verses do provide a nice parallel to each other, and as I've been thinking about this song to write about it here, I realized it may be one of Beck's more underrated lyrics. That doesn't mean I fully grasp it, far from it, but I find the lack of grasp intriguing (which isn't always the case).
I take the opening lines of each verse to be the keys of the song: "There's a bottomless pit that we've been climbing from / Just to get on level ground" and "There's a million horses dragging down a monolith / My trademarks so bereaved." These two lines mirror each other (one climbing up out of a pit, the other tearing down), both referring to the huge task of returning to normalcy after some sort of crash. With the lines, Beck is saying that his normal self (ie., "trademark") has been lost; it is impossible to return to it.
The remainder of the first verse looks at this despair, by utilizing a number of references to older Beck songs. From that bottomless pit, he notes his "seasick legs", lack of "signs of life," being weary, the deadweight feeling of despair, static lulling him to sleep. These images feel like he's giving up, or can no longer continue.
While the first verse looked at the effect of despair, the second takes a more existential look at himself. Absurdity abounds, which has ties to existentialism. For instance, he "ties his leg to a barricade with a plastic hand grenade." Later, he needs a "teleprompter for my life / need a pipeline to the night." He needs to feel alive. He needs a connection, to communicate to the world, and he assumes that once he climbs out of that bottomless pit, arriving at level ground, he'll find it again. That's the hope anyway, to be reanimated.
This leads to the question about what causes the despair. There's no hints at loss of love, or anything like that here. (Rightly so, songs need not always be so specific.) But there are some clues. Way back in 2000, Beck said this:
I wrote a song in 1996 called "Readymade" that has to do with being a sentient being in a business that requires you to be a machine that is sensitized and human to an extreme, yet is capable of dispensing energy and emotion on demand. When you're meeting 80 people a day and swimming in a fast-moving river of faces and conversations, then playing for an audience every night, and living on a schedule that tells you where you're gonna be in six months, to the hour, part of you wants to just surrender and go through the motions. I still try to make connections and feel related to where I am, but it's a struggle.
This could be the existential struggle of "Youthless." Here he refers to turning "emotion into noise" and "needs a teleprompter for my life" and weariness. In the chorus of the song, Beck writes that "they're helpless and forgetting / in the background, holding nothing / they're youthless and pretending / with their bare hands holding nothing." These are not good words: helpless, forgetting, in the background, youthless, pretending. I was struggling to figure out who or what the chorus was referring to but perhaps it is related to the fast-moving sea of faces and schedules. His struggle to find a connection in that quote mirrors the struggle to find his way out of the bottomless pit in "Youthless."
Also quite interesting to note that in the late '80s, Beck and his brother Channing created their own poetry zine. (What were you doing as a kid, huh?) They named their magazine Youthless
. The song though doesn't seem to be overly nostalgiac in any way, or about childhood particularly, perhaps Beck just recalled the word. Or, if the song is about longing for some sort of artistic normalcy, maybe the purity of doing a zine was reflective of what Beck was thinking about.
Beck also released an acoustic version of the track, recorded live in a studio. It was part of a beck.com release as he and his live band recorded acoustic versions of every song on Modern Guilt
. Their "Youthless" is led by the stand-up bass, and is otherwise very minimal and even a little bit jazzy.